get to know me :]
its hard to really say how i feel.
on the one hand, i like you a lot. but i honestly dont think i feel we could be any closer than how we are now. we have everything we need already. why fuck it up now? i mean, its not like a status on facebook is going to make or break my feelings for you. no matter what happens, im still going to feel the same. we have an expiration date, we always have. and i want to make the most of the time we have together. i just want to tell you i love you and not have you freak out for once. i dont love you the way you’re thinking of. i guess i could if i put some thought into it, and i have before, but this love is different. this love doesnt have any bounds, there’s nothing we can’t do. i guess what i’m trying to say is that i’m going to miss you… im really really going to miss you.
and im so scared you’ll forget me….
how i feel right now
frightened. afraid. fearful. startled. nervous. panicky. alarmed. intimidated. terrified. petrified. terrorized. horrified. unnerved. panic-stricken. terror-stricken. SCARED.
come back safely. i’m gonna miss you
Prom 2012
was actually really good. thank you ASB for the venue and for the lack of teachers yelling at us about our methods of dancing. this is really going to be a prom that i remember forever.
1st post of 2012
omygod its been 22 days since the new year began and i havent posted a single thing? wtf is wrong with mee?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!? TUMBLR I HAVE MISSED YOU !!
this is such a stress reliever. and facebook is stupid, anyways.
<3 beccaaa(:
Lying here with you so close to me,
its hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
I’m caught up in this moment, caught up in your smile
going to a school where no one knows you sucks.
going to a school where everyone hates you really sucks.
Venting… man it’s been a while
i feel like its been forever since i’ve needed to talk about whats on my mind.
you and i have had our fair share of fights. it seems that we can never quite get along, but that has never stopped us before. i’m no guy, i can’t do things that guys can do. I understand bro time, and i respect that once in a while, girls can be downright bitches. For example, me today. I let something that happened in the past affect our friendship, and i did not mean for that to happen. i want to give you all the things you deserve and more, because i’ve told you things that i have never told anyone else. I’m scared of you… scared of all the power you have over me. When i tell you things… i feel vulnerable. Especially when you don’t reciprocate. I understand your past, even though its unimaginable for me to visualize what you went through, i know what happened. and i want you to know that i never, ever want to hurt you. I know you’re beyond furious at me, and I really cannot blame you. i blame myself for letting this happen, for hurting you, for calling you an emotionless bastard. i’m not perfect, and i hope you dont expect me to be…
today was the worst day for this to happen. I know that… and i wish it would’ve happened on some other day, or not at all. but it did happen, and now we are not friends any more.
From the bottom of my heart, i apologize for hurting you, both emotionally and physically.
With love
Hey, kiddies! See this beast shirt? This year’s Akufuncture-designed JTASA t-shirts are going to be in gold foil! Wanna order one? Well, they’re $18 for the general public (order form available online at https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet/viewform?formkey=dEJTN29nSVFpa01jczAxTk1EdndMRGc6MQ), and JTASA members get a discount!
Please Read, Vote, and Reblog
Troy High School Choral Department is in great need of funding due to a recent law that forbids teachers and classes from asking for money. Even though this law is helping many people nationwide that are not able to afford expensive school supplies, it hinders all extracurricular activities who are now not allowed to ask for money. A great example of this is a diminishing music department. Because funds are needed elsewhere, music and the arts are not getting anywhere near adequate recognition. Glee’s Give a Note Contest promises to give $1 million dollars to choirs nationwide, in 10 to 50 thousand dollar increments. Please view Troy High’s video and vote for it, your votes will truly make a difference.
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